I’ve just finished watching The Holiday and you know those amazing first dates you see in films, where two people accidently meet, or get set up by friends, or just go out for a casual drink and it turns into something amazing. Where they just click and seem to have this connection, this bond that makes them appear almost made for each other? Well I’ve decided I want that. I know, who doesn’t? But even if it only lasts for the night, for a few short hours, I want it.

I’ve had three semi-serious relationships and I’ve never felt that click, or anything even close to it. They’ve all been made up from friendships, or weeks or months of flirting and build up which can only lead in two ways, a relationship or to stop speaking altogether; and i like the sound of my own voice too much for that!

For those of you who don’t know what I mean, I mean that moment that  makes you think ‘WOW’, and takes your breath away. That give you butterflies in you stomach and makes you feel that the whole word has stopped for that split second, and you know something amazing has just happened and that something even more amazing is going to happen. If you’ve had that, I envy you.